woensdag 22 september 2010

New pictureeeeeee

hahaha, I made a new picture of myself ,yesterday.
I actually like it very much =P.
Everyday, I fight back the urge to text you or talk to you. Telling myself that if you wanted to speak me, you would.

zondag 19 september 2010

Boring sunday!

Homework ,homework, homework.. that's all I'm doing today. Oh, yeah, and cleaning my room.
I've got a new necklace btw, I love it very much.

It's an Ankh, an Egyptian crusifix. <3

donderdag 16 september 2010

Everything that I wanted was somebody to love me. I wanted a true love ,even with all my mistakes, my bad mood and the crazy things that I do. And for this ,I've bet on you. I've bet that you would make things right, that you would love me, give me flowers, and kiss me, even when your friends were with us. But you dissapointed me, because not even one of these things happened. In fact, just a love would be enough for me; a kiss and a hug, and nothing else. I tried to forget you ,and for a while I thought that I had.. but when I saw you, I knew that I hadn't. I wanted to stay strong and I wished I could stay with you without crying, but this wish hasn't come true, as all the others that I had with you. I wanted to be strong enough to hide my pain. Now, I just see that it was not your fault. You're so immature and I shouldn't let myself think that you could be different. I'm still looking for my true love and for this, I ask you: Please, just leave me alone, because I need this to keep going on with my life. I need peace and love.. I need happiness. Go away, so I can make sure that it's not you ,so I can try to be happy. As if I really could be happy without you....

vrijdag 10 september 2010

sick, tired,

I actually had to go to school today, but I'm at home. I still feel terrible and I'm ill. I'm watching youtube, and weheartit. I'm so f* ing bored, seriously. Can anyone tell me what I can do to feel less bored :')? Well, like it couldn't be worse, a friend of my friend, comitted suicide, he hanged himself in a tree o_o. So, yeah, he feels terrible too. WELL! I think I'm going to sleep again, and hope I feel better soon (:



Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and wishing they were right there with you.